Jan,29,10

Yo i'm back again ~ Haiz , Really can't stop emoing , someone please teach me how to cut wrist ~ i cut oso nth de , haiz , morning wake up , usual things , go school , meet weiling jie near ting wei's block , ryan,zuhaili and vinthai oso meeting us , then meet le we go sku , blahhblahhs , then maths lesson , keep play with ting wei , fierce sia boy , i dam scared uhh , (: . after sku , go canteen slack slack , then go see ppl play bball , sad nv bring pe t-shirt , then go around lend pe from friends ~ all either nv bring or nid use , then finally come home take my own pe , haizzz , yue han arr , i noe how ue feel lar , i oso kena before , don say i kpo hor , i noe how u feel , i oso that night , really feel like dying , but then , i don care larhs , coz i still love her , then keep ask for patch , ue don tell me shut up , ue better wake up barhs , carry on your lives happily , until now , i still miss her . sometimes i randomly cry leh . thats all , Hope this can cheer ue up (: or at least smile :DD .

I love ue since ,

The day i met ue ,

Going to escape theme park ,

Keep wanting to play with ue ,

Wet & Wild i keep wan with ue , coz uhh ,

really like ue sia ,

then i ask my mei for ur phone note ,

sms ue since that night , i was wondering ..

Does love last that short ?

I don really believe that ,

I just wish for ue to love me .

Staying single is like so emo ,

although ue have alots of friends, gans or watever .

You still nid a shoulder , and someone to hug ,

someone to love .

Jan,28,10

Boredom is killing me ~ , wake up at 6:15 , blahhblahhs , go interchange , saw rendell , then tgt go sku , almost late sia , then we chiong to gate , today silent reading i read newspaper , on the way saw frens , but don care , just chiong lor . go class , then my classmate cry , something happen wor , then i ask wat happen , then after that my classmate the stead go kaopei me say i kpo wat . kns tink i scare uhh . he laugh somemore like joke like that , go photo session , he punch me like wth ? then i don care , i tink i deserve it . when to ah thai home , coz ltr go ride bike at the new park , now at home slack awhile then go ride ~

I wish ue could give me a chance ,

I really miss ue very much ,

I really can't forget ue .

C'mon , lets make memories once more ;D

Jan,24,10

Wth , haiz , ytd wake up at ~ 8 plus am ~, then mei nid go sku , we(me,mei,jie) plan on going see jiahui ~ our baby cousin , then wait til 1 plus , mei come back , she very tired , around 3:30 we go , take 506 direct to their house , knn , saw the bus fare , sibei high sia . around 2.45 dollar . Went ther , they not at home , call my uncle , he say they go airport walk walk , then they coming back , we outside their door wait , then we play with jiahui , take some videos ,

Please note~ My voice like sissy ~ The Video Recorder Spoil le ~ Lawls , Don be irritated ~

going home at 6:15 , meeting sebas going to clubbing , we take 188 bus , then around 2 stop , we realise we take wrong bus , should take opposite bus stop , aiyo , waste 45 cent , take le , go vivo city , take train go beach station , walk to wavehouse , at 10 we reach , we at ther til 4 am , very fun sia , keep dancing ~ then got one girl do shuffle , dam ai zai sia , we found a place to sit , the chair so comfortable , the place is like a beach , got sand , then can surf wan , keep dancing til 3 am , then i thought i see wrong time , coz wher got so fast , enjoy so much . at clubbing so many chio bu sio , alot sia , then saw alot of fights , got one ang moh and malay fight , at dance floor , then at entrance there malay with malay , haizz , next time i wan go clubbing again wor ~ dam shuang ~ can relieve stress de wor , finish le we walk walk walk , to 7-elven , then ~ so many ppl queueing for taxi , we saw ppl go out find taxi , we oso folo cut queue , then got one way , like mountain like that , go up all the way , haiz leg dam pain sia . we finally flag one taxi , then sebas drop me at bukit batok east ave 5 uhh . then go his home , i go home zi tao sleep le , super tired bodou , wake up at ... 12 pm , go westmall find fren ~ dam fun sia , then play midnight >.< . come home around 5 then saw dawnn , my mei and dawnn go out eat le .

When will ue be mine again ?

Remeber the days we spent ?

Slacking at Wind valley .

Watching Planet 51 .

Slacking at your sofa :DD

Jan,22,10

Haiz , today wake up dam tired , ez-link bo lui , then use coin take bus , go school . after school my frens kena caught smoking wor . Then find fren play bball , they don noe go wher le , then i go home , go home le . Mei and my 2nd uncle at home , my godpa ( 4th uncle ) nv work today . then he going out le , wanna play bball with frens , ytd dam shiok lor , my court below my hous e, i 8 plus go down play . then sibei zhun , almost all i shoot go in , then got 3 ppl come , all tall tall wan , i team with tallest wan . then we win wor . 2 pointer rule ! went home bath , currently watching Dicey Business at Chn U 11:00 PM . Quite nice to watch .

Be it 1 day

1 week,

1 month,

1 year ..

I'll wait for ue .

Jan,20,10

C'mon man , post lehs . so bored , post i sure update everyday , on with the show ~ wake up at 6:20 , blahhblahhs , when to school saw joanne , my gans sis . she down there act cool listen to i pod ~ lawls jkjk hehe :DDD . go school then 7:20 reach sku , 5 mins go side ther slack , todae silent reading , sian uhh . my hair lose colour , got brownish and golden colour de , but lucky dm nv catch me ~ duel master will catch me one day . LOL JKJK ~ Discipline Master is Duel Master :DDD . PE today run 2.7 km outside sku wor . my foot dam pain , then slack with fat pig , walk walk . then 2nd round i chiong liaox . scared ltr late for lesson . after that is english uhh . then cme . AND RECESS !! RINNGGGG !!! Weeee ~ chiong uhh . eat chao kway teow . muahaha . dismiss at 12:40 , then play bball til 2+ , reach home and play com .

I still can't forget ue .

Its painful to live .

I don't really think i can forget ue .

Just like that ,

Hope u're doing fine :D

Jan,16,10

dang , dam bored . Nva post .. coz no body is even visitin this blog uhh . wish i had more frens . why must this world be so cruel . i don see the meaning to live . i don see my other half anymore . i don see the future . i really hope to find my true other half . thats is my first and last wish . Wake up at ~~~ around 8 ba , then ask mei and jie wan watch movie , the spy next door . then jio sebas go watch , cousin's bf , they temp break . then i talk to jie le . then she snap out of it . i don noe if its me or sebas did the job . but if i nva ask jie or mei go watch movie , this won't hav happen . Jie ~ Sebas ~ You guys will always be tgt ! Nv let go of your hands . around 6 plus . go find si wai and ting wei at long john , i thought only them sia . then saw ching fu . then infront ching fu i thought is i don recongnize de . then suddenly , ehh . darren lar . =.= he wear hat cannot recongnize . around 9 we go park slack , slack liao 10 we go out . si wai and ting wei wan ton uhh .

i've tried to forget ue ,

i don tink i can ,

even if i nv see u for 1 year ,

i don tink i can ,

even if i nv contact ue for a year ,

i don tink i can ,

i hope god could giv us one more chance ,

if there is one more chance ,

i'll cherish it .

Jan,13,10

Lawls, Ps for not posting uhh . weekdays can't use com uhh . only weekends wor :( .
Today uhh ..... Erm , wake up late , then meeting yue han but i late . Then he go first lor , Then go meet yuehan near school nia , with jie . blahblahhs , school over at 12:40 . went to play bball with ting wei , ah thai , si wai ,darren , kevin and nikos . Play til 3 plus . dam tired uhh .

Jan,09,10

Sian sia , wake up at 6 plus then quite tired , go sleep again , sleep til 8 plus , then go sleep again til 11 plus . lawls . then ask yh can go out , he say play bb , then we oso ask ah thai come out , he still sleeping at tat time , around 12+ then go yh underblock ther wait for him , then finally ah thai call , ah thai say ltr meet us uhh . 1+ we walking to the 316 bball court ther then we walk pass cc saw si wai , ting wei , ther play bball uhh , we go join . blahhblahhs skip all boring part , then at nite i ton with ah wai and ttw . PS ~ didn't get to post during the pass few days .

Jan,06,10

Sian uhh . Wake up dam tired sia . at around 6 wake up , eat bread :D then drink milo ~

go school le then nid go parade square ~ saw wen jie . then go sit at the drain that side . then saw kor and jie with xiao qian , they like going to the back gate uhh . blahblahhs , kena caught coz my hair still got colour sia .. kns then Mr.Ang go dyed black for me ehh . 50 cents nia ! hahas ! steven , aaron , russell ( i don noe him uhh . ) and jedrek plus his fren , ( forget name ._. ) . then dyed black sia . dyed le nid wait half an hour then can wash . we go behind canteen wash uhh . go back class blahhblahhs , at cme i sleep sia =P , then after sch le we wan go wm , then change to lot 1 , me,kor and jie folo to vin thai hse there , he wan change shirt uhh =.= . after that we walk to bus stop take 985 go to jie home , while walking , i sms my ex asking her for patch , really can't miss her enuff . i nid her . Then at ther we walk to lot 1 , then we see see disc nia then go back jie's block , at playground , go there slack slack . nth more interesting le , then come back at around 4:30 .

Jan,05,10

god uhh . wake up so tired sia .. really hate school . but it when very smooth this year :D , now got frens le woot ! . god dam it sia . go school then blahhblahs . at hall the principal dam naggy uhh . but listen to him quite nice barhs , his lecture is good o.o . then go class le , maths uhh . hate maths . the teacher dam boring de . stupid old ah gong uhh . after tat is science , science le then recess , eat chao kway tiao =P very nice sio . after recess is DFE = Design & Technology / Food & Nutrition / Element of Business Studies , iie is EBS . Dam shiok uhh . 3 period go com lap wor . can play games lor . but must play the game tat is related to business . after sch le go wm slack with friends . go library read book , kns lor i wan chat chat with a fren uhh . she tell me stop contacting her uhh . dam fedup larhs . kns , going home thinking , why must be like this ... why like that de . dammit punch the life dam hard 3 times uhh . then ppl thought wat happen i just zao go home after that . lawls .. is love really cruel ? must love hurt ?

Jan,04,10

Wake up at 7:15 uhh . School at 8:25 . Then brush teeth blah blahs , At home watch tv til 7:45 , Then my mom nid work , call her wake up then father fetch mom go work , then bring me to school . at school dam nervous sia . i scared i only one in class wear long pants . then when going walk up to hall , saw wen jie then tgt walk up go hall uhh . then sing , pledge . then got new principal , Mr Boo . Lawls ! . Then talk talk so long dam bored uhh . go class then teacher describe about the class thing . blahblahh . then go fren house post uhh . First day nervous uhh . not so nervous anymore .

Jan,02,10

Wake up at 2:30 . brush teeth blah blahs , God pa at home , he nv work tdy , then eat my nasi lemak =P fish my fav hehe . then go mei's room , tell her let me play but she dn let wor . tmr last day of playing le . 5 then she go out with mum , she let me play her com . i play dota til 6 she come back then she wan play le . i go help mum do things uhh . she say make the plastic 1000 pieces $12 , don noe if zi de ma . then i keep do wrong uhh . then god pa going out then bring me and my cuz go eat mac . eat beef properity burger . quite nice uhh . then come back watch tv . tell mei let me play she say no . then god pa wan go out buy supper i folo him . go block 130 there . buy kway chap . i go seven eleven buy the potato french fries uhh . forget name x: . come back le eat until half then full . my god pa eat the rest . then quarrel with mei . then ltr i apologise . i was wrong uhh . i wan change leh . I WAN TO CHANGE . I WAN TO BE A GOOD BROTHER . A GOOD SON . Then nite le mei let me play her com . :D mei , u're always my beloved mei . I will always care for ue . lve you mei <33

fade aways ~

Jan , o1 , 10

Wake up at 12 uhh . Everyday keep so late wake up >.< .
Mum plug out her com , no com to play le . My com tio virus T.T .
Bro go out with friends . Use his com play dota , some games . he come back at around 6 + .
Then tell mum i wan use her com , she ignore me uhh . i gonna ignore her for life .
at around 9 . go my cuz's room see wat she doing , she really love bloggin uhh .
then iie oso wan blog , ask her help me mak . she so good sia :D
Qian hui jie my fav cuz always <333 .